"He makes me feel beautiful..."
How many times have I heard this cliche? Too often in fictional romance.
Is it even possible for a person to make someone feel this way. If it is true, I would like to meet this person. I want to feel beautiful. I have a lot of insecurities about my appearance, as you can tell from my previous entry.
Shouldn't the person you're in love with suppose to make you feel beautiful? Well I'm not feeling it... I feel the opposite. I know his preferences and what he considers "hott" and "sexy". It's the typical guy definition: big boobs, skinny, blonde, pretty face, and etc.
I have none of those and I do not even come close to comparing to those type of girls. When I see his friends who seems to fit those descriptions, I get insecure. I feel even yuckier.
Most of the time I feel like I'm not good enough.
