Never Ready But Bring It On!

Five years ago, if you asked me if I'm ready to have kids, I will tell you "heck no!"

During the 9 months I was pregnant, I had to prepare myself. I had to face motherhood no matter what. I had to endure the late nights, breastfeeding, spit ups, poops, crying, lack of sleep, and everything in between. No one can really get ready for that kind of stuff.

Through it all, I don't regret my decision. The cute smiles, contagious laughter, big hugs, sweet kisses, and silliness made every moment worth it!

Today, if you ask me if I'm ready to have more kids, I will tell you, "No, I'm not ready to double my workload." Nevertheless, I love kids and I do want more. Somehow through sweat and tears, they will make my life more fulfilled.

Bring it on!

Enough is Enough

One of those moments where I feel like I've just had enough.

Have I not been caring and accepting enough? Am I not nice enough? Did I not show you how I feel?

I do not need anyone judging me and the people I choose in my life. I do not need anyone to be negative and hurtful towards me. I do not need anyone who doesn't respect, care and love me. I don't need any of it. 

You have the option to leave, and so do I.

Enough is enough.