Some Days Stay Gold Forever

"We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you,
Is one I'm gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.

I won't, I won't let your memory go cause your colors they burn so bright,
Who knows, who knows what tomorrow will hold but I know that we'll be alright

Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and I, you and I..colors in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow but we'll never be as bright as we are now."
- The Wanted "Gold Forever"

This is my current theme song!
I love the message in these lyrics, and the mention of "butterflies" is extra kudos.
It makes me look at my current situation and my whole life in a more optimistic light. I feel happier when I hear this song.


*dances, twirls, flaps my wings*

Playing on my Mood Swing

I'm pushing myself on my mood swing with these ridiculous thoughts!
Frustrated with myself! I shouldn't care! I should just let it go! I should just accept it! But here I am dwelling on these hopeless thoughts of mine! Why do I even bother?

After I'm done being angry and frustrated with myself, I will go and sulk about it. Maybe for a slight moment, I will appreciate all that is good. Once I'm over that, I will go back to being upset at myself because I am not over it yet.

I'm swinging back and forth through these emotions, and it's just foolishness!
Aaarrrgggghhhhhh!

Nevertheless, all of these thoughts and emotions shall remain contained. They do more harm than good, so I rather be the only one who knows.

Forever & Always

I will love you forever.
I will love you always.

It's the romantic love mutually expressed between two individuals. I have heard these words and I have used them before. I observed and experienced how love can falter and break, so I no longer believe such love can last forever and always. Those who have spent almost their whole life together "in love" are exceptions, right? I am skeptical of their bond, but maybe I've grown to be a pessimist in that area.

I believe in my love for others and things, and some of those can be everlasting.

I do not believe in you and your "forever and always."