I Need to Stop

All this feeling of love seems kind of ridiculous.
I want to hug, hug, hug, kiss, kiss, kiss, love, love, and love.
It's silly, and I don't want to feel silly.
I want to stop, and be more reserved about expressing my feelings.
The less he knows about my feelings, maybe the less he will love me too. Although it's not my goal, I know it would be for the best.

Emotional Wreck

The deeper the feelings, the greater the emotional challenges...

What feeling do I want to feel at this moment? Pick from the list below and think of a reason.

Sad
Guilty
Selfish
Happy
Angry
Frustrated
Excited
Lonesome
Heartbroken
Overwhelmed
Worried
Hopeful
Loved
...etc.

If I'm lucky, I will feel one thing at a time. Lately, I've been feeling many emotions all at once. Mostly negative ones too. *sighs*