Is It Worth it?

I'm making decisions and finally taking actions to improve the happiness in my life. In this process, I am losing people left and right, which makes me more depressed than ever. Is my happiness even worth these losses?

In the long run, things will be better and people will understand...

I'm trying to convince myself this will be true.

:-(

Spoke Too Soon

After a weekend with my gf and conversations about men and relationships, I finally made a decision about my future. I want more kids and a family, because that's what will make me happy.

He can't guarantee that he would be ready for that, and he's "leaning towards having no kids". He suggested we end it, and I guess I agree. We shouldn't waste each other's times if we have different plans.

I am very sad and heartbroken.

This is my downfall before I find my happiness...