Selfishness

My selfishness...
My happiness..
I made decisions for it all.
Why do I find myself sad, lost, and alone?
Hurting those I love...
Tell me, there is good in this misery.
Tell me, this is for the best.
Tell me, they will be better...
All because of my selfishness. 

Differences

You look into my eyes and tell me you love me.
I love you too.

BUT...

I want a family.
You do not.

NOW...

I have to decide.
You have to decide.

The relationship will not work with this difference.

:-(