Admit It

If I stopped feeling...
If I stopped caring...
If I stopped talking...
If I stopped being there...
It wouldn't make much of a difference to you,
As my heart is in pieces.
Your life will go on,
As mine is left with an empty space.

"This is what makes us girls
We all look for heaven and we put our love first
Somethin' that we'd die for, it's our curse
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it
This is what makes us girls
We don't stick together 'cause we put our love first
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him
It's all gonna happen" - Lana Del Rey
(This Is What Makes Us Girls)

I Wanna Be Happy

I am trying to do what I can to make myself happy. I've been doing a lot of selfish things where I am hurting or have the potential of hurting others in the process. When I stop to analyze my life, I would hate myself. I don't know what to do. I know I need to make some changes to be happier in the long run.

I need help...