I have been trying to stay strong, supportive, and optimistic. I keep myself busy and go about my life as if things will work itself out.
If I allow my mind to take a moment to think about the current situation, I will cry, like at this moment. I am overwhelmed with a sense of pain, sadness, helplessness and hopelessness. Although, I am not the one in the terrible situation, without a doubt I would trade places.
For a love one I would sacrifice myself.
Let me be the one to feel all the pain.
Let me be the one to lose hope.
Let me be the one to suffer.
To see you better.
To see you happy.
End of the moment.
I have to move on from this moment, and wipe away my tears.
I will continue to pray and hope for the best.
