I told him my decision, and I have to give up on him. I think he is trying to do the same. It is hard to do so, for both of us.
It feels too nice when I hold his hand, stroke his face, look into his eyes, hug him, and kiss him.
I do need him to "say something" to make me feel assured of my decision, whether it's to be with him or to be without him.
I want him to say he will love me and he will be there for me. I know I am ready for that long term commitment, but I can't force him to do that when he's not ready or if he doesn't love me the same.
