I took a step forward on a path unknown, but towards happiness I hope. I told him today of my decision to end the relationship. Although, we still need to finish up our discussion, at least he knows.
I feel extremely guilty, horrid as a person, and sad. I feel alone in the whole ordeal and there's no one close by to help me. Since my intentions are to move out, I cannot call this home mine anymore. I am homeless... It took me so long to find a home to call my own and now I have to start a new one. I guess it's a sacrifice I have to take.
I am filled with mixed emotions, and I am sure this is hard on him too.
Next step, planning the separation...
:-(
