I am about 105lbs now for a 5'3'' shorty, which is less than what I was before I got pregnant. I'm glad I was able to lose all that pregnancy weight and then some. On the other hand, I still feel F-A-T. I want to be skinner.
There are areas where all the fat seems to like to hang out like the mid section and thighs. Ugh! Those are tough areas to tone. People tell me I'm not fat, but I disagree. I want to lose those fatty parts, but I wonder if my weight would go down.
Logically, I know I shouldn't be weighing less than a 100 since anything below 110 is already below average BMI. If losing more weight is what I need to do to look better in my clothes, then that is what I want to do. I want to squeeze in tight skinny leg jeans and body hugging tops without having to see rolling hills of fat. Do I sound like a person with a slight anorexia? I love food though and I do eat three meals a day.
Second year in college I reached my lowest weight ever at around 96lbs. My ex had made me more self conscious of my body but I didn't have any intentions in weighing that much. I remembered weighing about 107lbs, and my ex said I looked like I weighed 13lbs more. Big difference!He was implying I was chubby. It's not something any girl wants to hear, especially if they have self image issues.
Throughout college, I maintain to keep my weight under 105-110lbs. After college, I let myself go a bit and I reached my highest of about 124lbs. Most girls out there is probably thinking, "skinny b*tch, why are you complaining?!" I know I'm not really fat, but I'm not fit either.
Well we will see, once I start working on shaping up.
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