Good-bye, You.

To keep my personal matters more discreet, I shall use an analogy to express my current feelings and concerns.

I love Girls Scout cookies thin mints! *drools* After the first bite, I cannot resist. I will reach for another one after another one. I can't just have one. You are addictive like you are laced with crack. You make me happy with every crunch. As delicious as you are, I know you can't be good for me especially in large quantities. I want to stop eating you, but at the same time I don't want to stop. Ooooooh the dilemma!

Maybe I can continue eating you without the health risks or feeling guilty if I work out. What if I don't work out enough to make up for the amount I eat? Maybe I can control myself and eat you in moderation? Although, I doubt I can. What happens when I run out and you're not there? I would have terrible withdrawals! What shall I do?

The best solution I can think of is to avoid you completely.

I will miss you and long for you dearly, but I cannot let myself fall into this self-destructive addiction

Good-bye, you.