I told him my final decision, and restated it during our counseling session. I don't need to hide or lie anymore. He knows now, and it's a heavy weight off of my shoulders.
He's not trying anymore, so it's back to our pre-break up status. We are able to keep our issues to ourselves without anyone knowing. I can feel the tension and awkwardness there sometimes.
Next step is to plan out our legal divorce, which I will have to initiate. I haven't decided when it would be a good time for me to move out without interrupting our daily life. The most logical time would be end of the school year, during the summer.
All these changes scare me, and I can't believe I am going to do this. Everything I envisioned for my future is going to change, and I know things will work out for the better. There is going to be many challenges this year to get things on the right track again.
I am more hopeful that I will be happier.
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