Independence

While home alone today, I twisted my ankle. I fell to the ground and cried, not only in pain, but I realized no one cares. They are not suppose to care and they have no reason to care.

I need to grow up and deal with it all. It's my problem, and no one else. I was careless and sprained my ankle.I sucked it up, stopped crying, and crawled into bed. I took a nap and slept through the pain.

I have ended all my relationships. I need to learn to be more independent again. Being in a relationship and living with someone has made me lazy and more emotionally dependent. I have to do things for myself and deal with my issues. This also means I will be blogging more...

As I adjust to the challenges of this independence, I am feeling crappy.

What I really miss most about a relationship is loving someone. I want to give him my attention, hugs, kisses, and do thoughtful/sweet things. Getting those things are nice, but giving them makes me happier. I will be sadder now.

I will miss him...