Actually, I've been the one who has been leaving them.
There's always something with each relationship that makes it unsuccessful. It's usually the chemistry, attraction, and compatibility. I move on from one guy to the next.
I am in the midst of moving on again from a guy whom I am totally in like with. We dated for a week, and when I found out he doesn't want anymore kids, I had to break it off. A month later, he found me and we started talking again, supposedly as friends. Well one thing led to another, and we were seeing each other again. I kept reminding myself I need to end it. I can't repeat this similar situation again. It has been difficult to let go...
We have such great chemistry together. I miss the way he cuddles with me, and how he holds me. I miss the random kisses on my head, shoulders, and lips. I miss talking to him. I miss him, period.
At the moment, I can't give up the plan of having another kid. I have hope of finding love and having another kid. I really need to move on from this one, so I am ready for the right one to come along.
I've done this so many times, I can do it again now! I...must...not...contact...him....
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